Song Jingchu didn't understand what the purpose of human life was because his mother was mentally ill and he was not favored by his father since he was born.
Schizophrenia and being born with disabled ears are two words that have always filled his life. He didn't know why even his mother hated him.
"Xiaochu, would you like to die with your mother?" Mother often said this.
When he was a child, he would listen to his mother very much, but now that he is a sophomore in high school, he only feels that his mother is pitiful and hateful.
Even though my family is well off, I am still isolated in school.
He once saw this on the Internet - in one sentence, never provoke a person with mental problems.
He showed no mercy to bullies. The family was rich and powerful, so they directly helped him transfer to another school.
When he arrived at the new school, Song Jingchu thought that he would not have many friends with such a personality, but he was wrong. Zhou Yeqing, a top student with excellent grades, became his deskmate. He was such a good student with good looks and good personality. He was always very enthusiastic towards Song Jingchu.
This kindness was unprecedented for Song Jingchu. Zhou Yeqing often talked a lot, and Song Jingchu said - "You are so annoying, can you please bother others?"
But once Zhou Yeqing became indifferent to him and went to be with someone else, he would go crazy with jealousy.
After learning that Zhou Yeqing's parents divorced, he followed his father to this city.
Maybe it was fate, or emotional sympathy and pity, Song Jingchu fell in love with Zhou Yeqing. Later, he confessed to Zhou Yeqing, and Zhou Yeqing accepted the love of this homosexual.
He once saw a sentence on the Internet, don't get caught up in mental illness.
Song Jingchu always felt that everyone was going to steal Zhou Yeqing from him. Zhou Yeqing could not forget his first love, so he let Zhou Yeqing know over and over again - "You can only be with me, you can only be mine." "
But even such a deformed love will indulge in it, the resonance and similarity in the heart, the fetters of destiny, and the redemption after hitting rock bottom. And all of this comes from the other party.
"Zhou Yeqing, so how far away is the happiness you mentioned from us?"
"So close to us, so close to our next meeting. "
The next time we meet will be many years later. Maybe I may be a fish in the water, but I still remember you. Even if my memory only lasts for eight seconds, I will remember you over and over again and fall in love with you over and over again in this infinite loop of eight seconds.
Like meeting for the first time.
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"I'm not gay, but I love you. "
Intention: Study hard
