If I had used all my courage and died at the age of twenty-one, everything would have been easier.
The thought of time rolling forward and my breath stopping here excites me, but I won't do it. I will never do it.
Don't laugh at me for being a coward, because you are too.
Whether I write an opera or record my messy life, I never expect to be understood. The so-called mutual understanding is just a vulgar and grand self-pleasure. If you find even the slightest resonance in my story, then I thank you, with a tinge of sympathy.
Concept: Science fiction nihilism