He felt a chill, not from Moscow itself, but from the loneliness that completely surrounded him like black sea water. The loneliness comes from the fact that he has no Feinz, no Herman, and no mother.
They all left him alone to wander around the world.
No one was waiting for him to return.
…So, what is the reason for living?
He saw the blond boy wearing a honey-colored windbreaker again, walking towards him from among the May rose bushes. When he smiled, it seemed as if there was spring in the world, good sounds in the heaven and earth, and he was more energetic than God.
"Don't go," Julian said softly, "don't leave me."
Purpose: anti-war friendship