[Strong capital attack in the year × Broken beautiful painter suffered]
[Shen Fu×Li Xiaoshi/Shen Xing/Li Shijin]
Stolen, trafficked, left behind.
Eleven-year-old Li Xiaoshi lived in a place of hunger and cold day and night.
He is timid, he dreams, he panics in his dreams.
Hungry and helpless.
Twelve-year-old Li Xiaoshi had to cross a dark road in search of food. Suddenly, a car with its headlights on stopped in front of him. He was a small ball with a nervous expression.
Three people got out of the car.
From now on, they are his parents, and his brother.
His brother gave him a piece of milk candy, but Li Xiaoshi didn't dare to take it.
His brother helped him bathe, taught him how to count, put him into soft new clothes, picked him up and asked him his name, teasing him so much that he couldn't put it down.
Li Xiaoshi has a new name, Shen Xing.
His brother told him bedtime stories, held his hand when going out, and he held his brother's hand tightly. He went to the amusement park and fed small animals. He was always there in venues large and small.
He lay in his brother's arms and buried his head in his arms.
Shen Fu patted his back, and Shen Xing fell asleep quickly.
Sixteen years old.
Shen Xing is keen on learning and envies smart children.
Compared with his genius brother, he is often troubled, but he is still hardworking and persistent.
He firmly believes that hard work can resist clumsiness and mediocrity.
But at the age of sixteen, he was extremely sleepy, suffering from insomnia and melancholy.
He looked back at the past when he didn't have enough food and clothing, and compared it with all the unluckiness in the past. He was afraid.
He held the hands of his family tightly, and he was greedy for his brother's care and embrace all the time.
Entering boarding school for the first time, I saw many classmates.
He took the initiative to integrate into the class, but due to his personality differences, he was isolated in various ways.
His family sought justice for him, and his brother took him to study abroad.
He met his dear teacher and his warm grandmother.
His brother always cared about him, kissed and hugged him, teased and encouraged him, and Shen Xing became even more attached to Shen Fu.
Sports fields, game halls, various entertainment projects and company to relax. Shen Xing can even be seen in some of Shen Fu's work.
One night, Shen Xing stared at the drunken Shen Fu and said, "Brother, you are so clingy."
Shen Fu hugged him tightly and fell asleep.
Spring, summer, autumn and winter, every four seasons.
Shen Fu is used to taking care of Shen Xing, likes him, is used to him, and loves him.
It's just that Shen Xing's behavior became more and more weird, suddenly positive, suddenly negative, suddenly avoiding contact with outsiders, and sometimes afraid of seeing the sun, until one day, Shen Xing secretly ran back to China.
Shen Fu returned to China to confront him, but the result was that his parents were more important than him. Shen Fu was dissatisfied with Shen Xing's answer, dissatisfied with Shen Xing's retreat and cowardice.
He became furious and forced Shen Xing to admit that she had feelings for him beyond family affection. Seeing that Shen Xing was afraid to admit it, he deliberately alienated Shen Xing and even announced in front of his parents that he had a boyfriend abroad.
This news made Shen Xing fall into the ice cellar immediately.
Shen Fu saw Shen Xing's cowardice and knew that Shen Xing was secretly watching him.
Shen Fu was furious, angry at why Shen Xing always looked cowardly and incompetent.
…
Many years later, the young and promising Mr. Shen kept a man named Li Shijin, who looked exactly like Shen Xing.
When Shen Fu hugged Li Shijin tightly in the hotel room, he suddenly realized that he and Shen Xing had not seen each other for many years.
*The protagonist suffers from mental illness
Purpose: mental health
