Residual Temperature

When the wind that had not been seen for many years hit my heart, it was dawn, that period of persistence, and the last time I slept with her. It took Chen Miao 10 years to let go of that love relationship. He thought that the person he met when he was 16 years old would never come back to him. So in these ten years, he completed many, many things for that person. Chen Miao seems to have become Xu Qi. Ten years later, Chen Miao felt that everything was meaningless. The person I love most was already in love with me when I was 16 years old. He survived for ten years on the residual warmth from the hug. Go fulfill Xu Qi's last vow. Look at the sea The water washed over the beach, and the cold water reached his ankles. There were many people on the sea, so he found a secluded place and looked at the bonfire in the distance. The whole world is dyed blue. Depressing, dark. He saw a bonfire. Chen Miao wanted to go up and share the joy with those people, so he watched quietly. Suddenly, he saw a familiar figure. The figure was tall, with broad shoulders, a slim waist, and long legs. How could he not recognize it? When she was 17 years old, she rushed over and hugged her from behind. It was his mountain. He was stunned. When the white smoke came out of his mouth again, mixed with the smoke, he finally saw clearly the 17-year-old. That's his lover. He will only love one person in his life. Chen Miao was stunned. He wanted to rush over and hug her like he was 17 years old. Even if it means parting in the end. But his feet seemed to be nailed there. The blood that flowed out smeared the sea and the sky. My despairing heart beat for the same person again. She rushed over and wanted to hug her 17-year-old. A child stood in front of them and said, "Don't hurt my mother." Chen Miao was stunned. He had long thought that this would be their final outcome. But he chose to escape the ending. But the story continues to the end as well. Xu Qi turned around when he heard the sound, and picked up his child. Only then did Chen Miao see his surroundings clearly. The fire was out and there was no star in the sky. The whole world sucks. Chen Miao wanted to question him loudly and scold him. But he stood there, and the next kid who did something wrong didn't dare to say a word. "Miaomiao" When the voice of his former lover came to his ears again, he only felt that the woman in front of him was extremely hypocritical. He was silent for a minute or two "Why..." "No reason, we all have to face reality, right, Miaomiao. I saw that you were too sad, so I didn't tell you." "Why?" "I'm sorry..." Then I thought of Chen Miao's sobbing. "Why didn't you tell me? Why did you leave alone without telling me? As long as you give the order, I can let you go, and I can break up with you. I can never see you for the rest of my life. Even though I still love you, as long as you give the order, I can let you go... But you... Why do you want to Is it fun to choose this way? Xu Qi. Do you know that I have nothing left? Is it fun? I won't play with you. You can find someone else." Chen Miao collapsed. He never thought that the person he loved would be so hypocritical that he would be his plaything. "..." Xu Qi was silent Chen Miao probably felt that he had gone too far. So he reached for his wallet and said, "Look, our... Friend for so many years... Has a child, but he doesn't know how to call me. Now I'll give you my share of the money." But Chen Miao never knows, and can never know. Xu Qi's mother threatened to die. Xu Qi was forced to marry that man, and even the baby was born through in vitro fertilization. Is there love? Maybe love died long ago at the age of 17. When the color fades, all that remains is hate. On countless starless nights, Xu Qi looked at Chen Miao in her graduation photo. Taking his next happiness as a bet, he hopes that his God will always be in peace and will never be tainted by the world. But what he didn't know was. His god died long after he loved him. After living on his residual warmth for ten years, Xu Qi also hated herself for ten years. In the empty house, he never wanted to be braver, so that maybe he and Chen Miao could stay together forever. But lovers will never get married. What he sent was like a knife stabbing into his chest. The day Xu Qi left. It was worse than swallowing ten thousand needles. Those ten thousand silver needles blocked his mouth and stung his heart. It reminds me all the time. Chen Miao is loving him, Chen Miao is waiting for him, she is sorry for Chen Miao, but she is worthy of everyone. However, Chen Miao is his light, his god, and his hope for survival. For the past ten years, he has been like a zombie every day. Why doesn't he miss Chen Miao? It's just that the people who were stabbed by ten thousand needles were panicked. He was afraid that he would bring trouble to Chen Miao. Will drag Chen Miao into the abyss. He was so scared that he was too scared to love anymore. But it's also because of love that I'm afraid of hurting Chen Miao. He wanted Chen Miao to forget him and live happily for the rest of his life. He regretted it. If he hadn't bumped into Chen Miao that day, wouldn't it have happened... He was the one who let Chen Miao die again. On this day, they silently fulfilled the biggest promise they made to each other. This promise has never expired. That is, love each other. They slept together in that sea of ​​flowers as early as 17 years old. Relying on each other's remaining warmth, we lived for ten years and loved for ten years. That kind of love is vague, but it is always there. But there is always hatred. They all hate Xu Qi. I hate him for giving up and letting go. Their love was born in the remaining warmth and drowned in the greatest remaining warmth. Just like Xu Qi said: After leaving you, I only have warmth. You are my heart, I beat only for you in this life. After leaving you, I am half dead If we drown in the remaining warmth, it will be when we hug each other and bid farewell to this world Intention: After leaving you, I only have warmth left