It Would Be Better for My Husband to Die [Original God]

[Third person in the text] Here's the thing. I played a holographic love game and persisted in the game... A dozen BEs were played. My nominal husband is a demon god or some kind of dragon king. By marrying him, I seem to be able to live a smooth and mighty life. But no. My first husband was Morax, the demon of contract. He did not love me and I had never met him. Just placing me in Liyue allowed me to return to a normal life. So I changed my target to a handsome man with long black hair and straight hair. Turns out he was Morax. When I learned the news, I had already died in the war. Looking at the expression on the devil's face that looked like he was about to cry during the conversation the next day, my mood did not fluctuate at all. My second husband is the tornado demon god Diekalapian, and he should love me. He respected my wishes and allowed me to live a good life with good food and clothing. Not long after the good days passed, He was overthrown by a group of people. I tried to take advantage of the chaos to escape, but was hit by a stray arrow and fell at His feet. Later I learned that He didn't love me either. But in the conversation the next day, He began to miss me and love me. Me: Haha. My third husband was the Red King Akhmar. He loved me very much and we held a grand wedding. The good times did not last long, but one day He suddenly asked me what was beyond the world. He wants to study the knowledge of the abyss and hopes that I can help him. I asked Him did you marry me because of this. He said yes, but He really liked me now. What a pity, I know nothing about the abyss. So he went to study it himself, and went crazy. The power of the abyss leaked turned into a black tide, infecting everything. Many people died, including me. Me:…… I don't want to watch this talk the next day, so I will go directly to the next week's episode. My fourth husband… In short, after more than a dozen husbands, I felt that the danger of creatures like demons was too high, so I pulled the timeline back to the human era. I must fall in love happily! ... No, um, what I mean is that I want to fall in love with someone, not get back together with you damn ex-husbands! ! ! ! Intention: Find your own ideas and values.