The pace of this book is relatively slow and it is not a refreshing read. It has a lot of foreshadowing and foreshadowing. I hope you can read it patiently. The heroine spends the first half of the book searching for the meaning of life. The male protagonist spent the first half of his life in Jiji Camp. The two redeem each other in daily life.
Concept: Desires in life are endless. After getting money, you want power. After getting power, you want fame. After getting fame, you want immortality... But who can live forever? After death, everything will become futile. I set goals after goals and realize desires after desires. I naively thought that as long as I achieved them, everything would be very different. But the fact is that I was not as happy as I imagined. Even before I had time to feel it, it had already disappeared from my life... If there is no happiness in the process of achieving the goal, the efforts in each round would seem ridiculous. It is just a false enrichment and an escape from thinking about the meaning of life.