I think I don't know how to express it, but let's do it like this. Let me live in confusion in this life. In the next life, it will be you who paints me. In the next life, we will be together and I will take the initiative.
"Who is the figure from the back in this painting?" "My wife." "Wow, your wife must be very beautiful. Looking at the figure from the back, I think she is very beautiful. You two must be very happy." "Yes, very happy."
Intention: I want to write about a little bit of abuse