At an age when all girls still dreamed of being beautiful princesses and bright moons, Xu Nianxi felt that she was more like a dim star that served as a foil.
Hanging high in the night sky, yet always as quiet and dark as a pool of stagnant water.
However, it wasn't until she met Chen Jing that this star began to imitate other stars and work hard to shine its own light.
"My life is a mess, and I am also an extremely bad person. Things that everyone can get with just a few clicks of their fingers may not be what I will have in my whole life. Sometimes even I am about to give up on myself. But you will comfort such a bad me, you will not consider every word, and you will not treat me as a stranger with false greetings. You taught me to learn, taught me to be brave, and taught me how to be happy... You made me feel that my existence is not meaningless."
The wind blew across Chen Jing's cheek. He turned his head in the hot wind and looked at the girl beside him. Dried tears, red eyes - maybe new tears will fall soon.
What does Chen Jing mean to Xu Nianxi? He is gentle, polite, and knows how to take care of other people's emotions. It is she who can draw the clear spring of warmth effortlessly. She had only a partial understanding of his emotions, and before she even realized it, they had become an important and lingering presence in her life, body, and blood.
That was the emotion buried deep in her heart, the darkest place——
However, she couldn't peep at this moment. The boy in front of her, the warm sun that she regarded as a guiding light, had already collapsed in her heart. His constantly rolling tears seemed to be the perfect embellishment at this moment, dramatically collapsing to the ground along with the disintegrating high wall, with a crisp crackling sound.
He wanted to tell her: Please don't regard me as a role model.
After all, I am just a dim star that cannot shine by itself, living in a dark world.
Purpose: Two-way redemption and trauma healing
