Backing
后盾
by I Like to Eat Squid (我喜欢吃鱿鱼)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 19k Words
- Genre
- Baihe (GL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 2y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeLove
- POVUnspecified
- Age18+
- Campus
- Favored by Heaven
- Redemption
- Secret Crush
Synopsis
Jiang Bai never understood her own feelings. She didn't know whether she liked Nian Sen or not. She only knew that she couldn't bear to see her being wronged. She wanted to protect her, she wanted her to be carefree and no longer bullied. Maybe, she likes it, otherwise why would she keep meddling in other people's business over and over again, and pretend to pass by casually and meet by chance countless times? But she didn't dare to tell Nian Sen, and she didn't even dare to admit this love. Everyone thinks that Jiang Bai is arrogant and arrogant, fearless of everything, but a girl is more wild and noisy than many boys. But the fact is that she doesn't even dare to admit that she likes him. Why? Maybe it's because the world doesn't look at homosexuality at all? They will never be happy, they will never be able to kiss openly, they will never receive blessings from their families, and they will even be treated as aliens and abandoned by the world. Jiang Bai doesn't have the courage to face everything. She still doesn't know if Nian Sen will accept such love. Then forget it, there is no need to put both people in trouble, there is no need to lose friendship for the sake of love. Jiang Bai decided that she would go on alone forever with this secret. She will support her, protect her, and love her forever. —— Nian Sen has always felt that she is a coward. She will not resist when she is bullied, and she is afraid that she will incur even more terrible retribution. She hears others pointing fingers at her, but she will only pretend not to see it, because she is afraid that after a conflict with others, she will be taught a lesson by her mother when she finally returns home. She does not dare to confess to Jiang Bai, and will only stay with her as a friend, because she is afraid that Jiang Bai will feel disgusted, find it difficult to accept, and finally completely hate herself. She hated herself, especially her cowardly self. Every time she saw Jiang Bai's confident and flamboyant laugh, every time she saw Jiang Bai's outstanding achievements, every time she saw Jiang Bai's strong resistance to domination, she would fall in love with this girl even more. Jiang Bai has always been the person she wanted to be, and the person she wanted to treat well and like well. She felt that Jiang Bai was really brave. If a coward also had that courage, would he be able to say "I like you" to her? But at the end, she suddenly realized that Jiang Bai was also a coward. It turns out that she also likes herself, but she doesn't dare to say it. It turns out that from beginning to end, it was a secret love story between two cowards who carefully tested each other. She is not alone, the person she likes also likes her. "Niansen." "Huh?" "There are quite a few dandelions here. Why are there so many?" "Because they wandered all their lives, but because they met me, they took root in my hometown." "But eventually they will go somewhere else. They won't stay here forever." "Stop being so unromantic, please." "Then can you think of anything more romantic?" Yes. For example, I am like a dandelion, because when I meet you, I want to end my wandering life, and then I can abandon my original idea of pursuing freedom, stay here, and love you well. This city, which was not cute at all, has become more vibrant because of your presence. Jiang Bai, I like you. From that summer when you witnessed all my embarrassments but still reached out to me for help, my secret love began quietly. So, can you like me? It doesn't matter if you don't like it, I will always stay by your side, I will always be your dandelion, and I will go wherever you go. Intention: Dare to resist, but also dare to love