In her previous life, she exchanged everything for the qualification to be "loved", even if this "love" made her lose everything and only one thing, she realized what was not worth it, but it was too late. She was desperate and unable to break away from this swamp full of sorrow and regret;
In her second life, maybe God took pity on her and gave her a second life, but also gave her what she longed for most. However, after a trip to the human world, she was no longer as stupid and naive as she was before. She would try her best to get and protect what she longed for and cherished.
Intention: By absorbing the nutrients from the mud, one can also reach the sky.