This work is a true portrayal of the author himself. Sangye was born in the west of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau. He dreamed of becoming a monk. Every year, Sangye would go to the mountains to become a monk. However, he had been plagued by illness since childhood and was physically weak, so his family did not allow him to become a monk.
Before her death in the winter of 2006, my grandma took Sanjay's uncle's hand and said: Sanjay has been troubled for so many years. It seems that this kid had a great obsession with monks in his previous life. This is also a good fate. I hope he can become a monk, and you can help him fulfill his wish.
In the spring of 2007, Sangye went up the mountain and entered the temple as he wished, and became a monk by cutting off his hair. But what Sanjie never expected was that the life of a monk is not about eating and sleeping, and sleeping and eating. Instead, I get up at five o'clock every morning to recite scriptures, cook with Master, go to the sutra hall in the morning and afternoon to debate the meaning of each sutra, and then come back to continue reading. If you don't study well at home, you will be beaten by the master, and if you don't debate the scriptures well in the sutra hall, you will be beaten by the monks. In short, Sanjay spent his days in the monastery being beaten every day and studying every day.
Sanjay himself didn't know when he began to regret becoming a monk! Every time I hear the news that someone in the monastery has returned to secular life, I feel envious, but I don't have the courage.
In the spring of 2014, a chance encounter between Sanjay and a girl changed Sanjay's fate.
In the summer of the same year, Sanjay's best friend returned to secular life because of love, and Sanjay was also ready to move on.
In the spring of 2015, Sanjay could no longer endure the beatings from his master and the strict rules of the monks and embarked on a journey to find his beloved girl.
Purpose: youthful growth