"I..." He couldn't explain for a while, because he felt that he was too dark and had done too many sinful things, like a rat in the ditch, and he was so clean, white, and arrogant like a delicate flower. He desperately hoped to get him, but he was afraid that he would find that he was covered in mud, and that he had a secret love that had lasted for seven years. No one knew about it, and it was hidden deep in his heart.
Intention: "In this messy world, I also hope to meet my own light."