Those Years When I Was a Dog Licker

Sheng Qi had eyes as affectionate as those of a dog, but his chin was always raised and he never gave in. He is recognized as the flower of the high mountains in the Affiliated High School, and no one dares to pick it. Liang Yun dared. She delivered breakfast for two years and wrote 188 letters. Finally, she pulled the cuff of Sheng Qi's school uniform in the corridor after a night of self-study. Sheng Qi looked down at her clenched fingers and sneered: "Liang Yun, you are really worthless." Liang Yun didn't let go. He looked at it again and didn't turn away. That was the tacit acquiescence between them—— He claimed that her lunch box was ugly, but he ate it clean every time; He thought her letters were old-fashioned, but he folded each letter and put it in the middle of his schoolbag. On the day we broke up, the sycamore tree next to the playground dropped all its leaves. Liang Yun said: "Sheng Qi, just come here." Sheng Qi's hands in his pockets slowly tightened, his expression still as calm as ever: "Liang Yun, go through your head before you talk to me." "It's over." She turned to leave, but he grabbed her wrist. There was finally a crack in the voice: "... Say it again." Many years later, at a class reunion, someone mentioned Liang Yun. Sheng Qi played with the wine glass in his hand with a calm expression, as if he was listening to someone else's story. When the show was over, someone saw him leaning at the end of the corridor with an unlit cigarette between his fingers. "The blue and white school uniform she wore back then had a bit long cuffs and she always folded them in half when writing." "When you pull my sleeves, my hands shake." "She doesn't look outstanding—" He paused and his voice became hoarse: "But if she looks at me, I'm done." Intention: love each other