I seem to be a naturally contradictory person. I don't know what love is and why I should love! Do you want to make yourself happy? I don't know, I only feel the loneliness surrounding me till now.
Humans are social animals. I have been trying to blend in with them, but the fear has always been hidden in my heart.
Do I love them? I don't know. I probably love them, but I don't know why I feel very calm.
I feel that my life is useless, ordinary and has nothing, but I still have to continue living. If I don't have anyone I love, I will probably let them go when my parents pass away!
I like to be alone quietly, which makes me feel very comfortable. I like to socialize, but I don't like to socialize. I want to be social, but I don't want to be social. I am very contradictory. I may think about what others say for a long time, and I will be happy because they chat with me for a long time. Even a simple sentence of "I'll wait for you" will make me very happy, because no one is waiting for me. I have been chasing others, trying to keep up with them. I am always afraid of causing trouble to others and making others unhappy!
I'm just an ordinary person, living with nothing to do all day long
I don't lack anything, but there is always a feeling of emptiness that haunts me
Intention: Why do people live? Live for life