Greed, anger, ignorance, arrogance and doubt are the five poisonous minds in Buddhism. These five kinds of hearts can cause people to do bad karma, and like poison, they can hinder people's spiritual practice, so they are called the five poisonous hearts. Excessive greed for the material world will swallow up our original intention. Emotional instability makes originally well-intentioned or objective expressions become ferocious. Ignorance makes us unable to see the origin of things. A lazy and arrogant attitude restricts our progress. Always doubting the motives of others makes us trapped in the quagmire of persecutory paranoia.
The five poisonous minds are demons that are inevitable to be encountered in the process of life practice. They are everywhere around us or in our hearts. The protagonist is tired of work, mentally and physically haggard, and finally the inner demons attack and he is admitted to the hospital. During this period, I saw various life and death scenes in the hospital and realized the meaning of life. Just like the compassionate heart of a Bodhisattva, I use extreme patience and love to cultivate myself into a free and peaceful self.
The process of hospitalization is to heal the body as well as the mind. If someone is enlightening me, everything is cause and effect.
Purpose: The author uses his own hospitalization experience and his own life difficulties to experience and understand the meaning of life.