The Ace Pitcher Raised His Arms and Shouted

Ahhh, please update🥹I have been waiting, I really, really like this article! !

A reflection after reading this article [Escape from suffering and rush to Spring Mountain] That is: kill all the nightmares that haunt you, and then lead you to see my spring mountain Bai Tiqin, fragile and careful, unplanned but reasonable, an unexpected visitor at the arson scene Yu Zhi, a creator who sketches the art of arson and writing literature in his own words. The fatal literary nature... Always accompanies and entangles the two of them: "I'm here to wipe away the rainy season that's wrapped around you, please don't stop me." The beginning of the story always stumbles, and the writer occasionally has to adapt to the complicated and uncontrolled plot structure: The first attempt at love turned into layers of pulling and pulling. The more persistent Yu Zhi became, the more Bai Tiqin failed to satisfy him. "Are you destined to imitate the appearance of an ordinary person before you dare to love me?" It's just like this, but it seems that he is willing to become an empty shell of the character he plays. It is destined that the two of them must exist in the world as they are, and pursue the pursuit of love as they are. The forewarning of the coming of two-way love causes confusion and uncertainty... Unable to really let go... Yu Zhi saw a kind of exhausted vigilance in Bai Tiqin... It came from the long rainy season that the other party had traveled through: "If not accepted, I will learn to pry" "If the other party accepts it, I will try to pretend" Bai Tiqin, who has always used a negative mentality to arm himself, suddenly got an illusion that was close to a transcendent life style. He became at a loss and couldn't even tolerate the thought of expectation. ——What's the point of worrying about gains and losses if you have never had any expectations? It's better to avoid them from the beginning, or in other words, I will take my own way to fight against you in a roundabout way. People often fail to drive the two distinct and raging emotions of love and hate to coexist on the same object. So what about lovers who are compatible with love and hate? How to explain that even though we are tired of seeing each other, love is still growing between you and me? This trend, whether it fits the author's aesthetics or not, is actually happening: Bai Tiqin knows that he is a coward... He is always unable to reconcile himself to those deviant things that are not under his control... But even with such persistence, he still wants to force out as much of his disordered side as possible... After all, they lead to love, which is the weakness of the two of them. In Bai Tiqin's evasive fantasy, there is a slight possibility of a heart-to-heart connection. He hands over the freedom to explore the possibility to Yu Zhi, but due to his instinct of self-protection, he constantly takes back the control that is about to go off the rails. Yu Zhi's desire stems from the bottom of his heart, and Bai Tiqin's deep-rooted neglect... Who can win in the pull? Or the cheerful criminal who loves sophistry and the smooth tongue, and the entrepreneur who is calm and defensive... Who can be the first to "win" the other party? I once heard a saying, "In the premonitory period of ambiguous love, the person who expresses his stance first has admitted defeat." However, ordinary people may not treat love like a war. Only Yu Zhi and Bai Tiqin in the story can be called freaks. They are madmen in a universal sense. It is natural for madmen to fall in love as if they are fighting each other. "I will rush to your invitations, even if they are all stage plays, bizarre stage plays where we fight against each other. We have put on the shell of the characters, as if we have become the protagonists of the stage play. Once we speak out lines that are not prescribed, not only will it be impossible to reverse the situation, but the play will also appear inappropriately lame... But under the mask, I still long to hold your hand beyond the plot design and pry into your heart." Yu Zhi is eager but keen on making mysteries, while Bai Tiqin is tepid but not without any cracks. Bai Tiqin's smooth and innocent mask was knocked off, and the things he concealed were exposed layer by layer. Yu Zhi became more and more unwilling to let go as if in pursuit of victory: He knew that Bai Tiqin was not the "world I made up, and I naturally understand everything" as he thought he was. It is "a world that cannot be controlled, and only illusions can be added to distort everything equally." He knows that this person's existence is fragile and unstable, so he wants to cut open his sky, destroy his shelter and cage, and take him away from the illusory world he built. And Bai Tiqin will be completely captured by his existence. He will become a Pandora's box that cannot be closed once opened, becoming the only uncontrollable reality that Bai Tiqin has seen. It's like the summer camp effect in a certain kind of secular novel: "I will always remember you and me during that short vacation isolated from the world, as well as the changing seasons, the realm of images, and the endless imagination written by the writer." Summer camp is just a frozen past. All the past has traces, but what cannot be dismantled and cannot be reassured is precisely the heart that exists in the present and cannot be controlled by others. "They can change if they want, no matter how weird or taboo" even if they are... Young, mature, full, rotten, excessive to the point of abnormality They have known each other for ten long years, and have seen countless spring smoke and pink mountains in this world. The two of them have tacitly put aside the same situation, and have been waiting for the day when the other party takes the lead in entering the game. Finally, let's talk about the title of this article, which is the image cluster of Muse. The most prerequisite requirement for an artist for a muse is that the muse must be himself, and must be appreciated and described as himself without being played with. When he becomes himself, he also becomes you in my eyes, and becomes the aesthetic individual that the artist indulges in. Keep your portrayal of me in my record, nesting my life in your life As the article says, "You are you first to me, and then you belong to me." I am shaping myself in your image." It is true... Muse is also full of changes. Every moment is different. An artist's life can depict thousands of profiles of Muse. But Yuzhi has never been afraid of observation. He is ready to spend his whole life accepting the other party's challenge. Yu Zhi: I must make sure that you are the best solution that I can calculate from all my agencies - I originally thought so, but from the first day you came into my eyes, the definition domain of that solution no longer includes anyone else except you. Young and vigorous, I love you with all my strength and dangerously No joke, I will snipe you - until you are in the perspective mirror, trace my sight, confirm me, anchor me, find me Let me also become your prey And your life has since reflected my life Bai Tiqin: It's very strange. Everything that makes up my person seems to be chaotic and mixed. My body and soul, and the various components of the soul, seem to be antinomian. Even so, I give the love that only humans can have. The hidden factor of distant love that has been sealed in my body for a long time is calling, longing, and hoping for you. ——"Let me be your muse" ——"But since you were born into the world in my eyes, you have been. "

Does the teacher still write? In fact, I became somewhat interested in the introduction and found out that this is a new book. The teacher has not updated it for so long. I wonder if the teacher will continue to write (urge to update)

Drops——Happy Friday card～

Wuhu, looking forward to the follow-up plot (? ? ? ? )??

No one has experienced anything too heavy. It's great to be able to play baseball freely.

After all, people who become professionals in the end really have very little money... In fact, many schools that are famous for their club activities also require academic performance. After all, schools understand that there are very few people who can become professionals.

End of text Sprinkle flowers Teacher, I'm so greedy. I also want to see Shen Wei and Ling Bao's sweet daily life [biting handkerchief] and their delicate kisses and techniques [hugging thigh]

Just if, just if

"Tao" is a big thorn in the side of the author~

It turns out that the next chapter is the present continuous tense [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying]

Wow... It's completely devilish, Inami's line~Narimiya's dream team this time includes Miyuki, Ei Chunjun, and Nishi... Wow... It's a damn thing to lose [bad laugh]

Well, few pitchers who come out of Koshien have good results after entering the profession. I can only say that it is a good thing that they have no injuries!

"What else is going on? I'm really giving the author a big bug~"

Cassius started to take the initiative and got [Orange Candy]