Years later, when I look back at that bitter secret love, I realize your ambiguity belatedly.
Is it too late? It's hard to say - if the choice were made over again, Chen Yining would still lie to him.
At that time, Chen Yining was not good and terrible. She didn't want Chen Yubai to know about her. Even if Chen Yubai guessed it, he didn't want to admit it.
Chen Yining regretted why she was lazy and unmotivated.
-Until a serious illness gave her her wish
Intention: A chance to get what you want