The boring daily life of a passerby NPC.
Are introverts destined to be tragic? I don't think so.
I always imagine that I will get redemption like in anime or movies.
To use my childhood words, my life is like a black and white TV, only black and white, no color.
In a few barren words, I can be summed up as selfish, gloomy and cowardly. Good words seem to have no relevance to me.
In this black and white world, unlike the characters in anime where everyone can always be redeemed, I can only live in fantasy. Only in that way can I live comfortably.
"It's better to die than to live badly." I often say this to myself.
This has become an excuse for me to deceive myself.
Maybe the Fugui in "Alive" are luckier than me, maybe I can't even compare to Ye Zang in "Disqualified from the World", at least... There is someone worth loving. I don't even know what "love" is.
It's just such a person.
Purpose: To make more people understand and pay more attention to introverted personality and same-sex complex