[All misfortunes in the world come from the lack of ability of the parties involved]
Shi An understood that there was something wrong with his body, whether it was physical or psychological.
However, reality does not allow for a life of self-pity and self-pity like him.
"Maybe something went wrong"
Shi An couldn't understand that the person he wanted to get close to was pushed out by himself; the person who saved him like water and fire abandoned him.
There must be something wrong somewhere.
17-Year-old Shi An thinks everything will have a good outcome
25-year-old Shi An knows that everything will have its corresponding result.
Intention: Intention to be added