"You are me and I am you, then aren't the two of us..."
"Don't be afraid, just be yourself."
I dare not tell you that I am imitating you in a despicable manner.
*
Since entering junior high school, Yu Yuanshuo has dreamed of a familiar yet vague man every night.
The man had a voice exactly like his. But Yu Yuanshuo would forget every day when he woke up.
It wasn't until he was in college that he met a man who looked exactly like himself.
The man is 10 years older than him, and he has an elegant and mature aura. He seemed to have experienced the vicissitudes of the world.
This man has the same face and voice as him, and even his last name...
"Hello, my name is Yu Yuan'an."
Yu Yuanshuo was stunned on the spot. This person made him unable to tell who he really was.
The man just looked at him gently, with obsession and attachment that Yu Yuanshuo didn't see in his eyes.
*
Until later, Yu Yuanshuo yawned lazily and curled up in the man's arms, still confused.
"You used to be called Yu Yuanshuo for decades, and I have been called Yu Yuanshuo my whole life. Can you tell who I am?"
The man lowered his head and kissed the top of his hair tenderly.
You are my unreachable light, and I am your vile reflection.
How can I not tell you apart?
*
"Why did you change your name? I heard that your original name was exactly the same as mine."
Yu Yuanshuo was surprised.
The man didn't explain either.
I don't want to overlap you with my past, my love.
*
Yu Yuanshuo has never been able to tell whether he is imagining or not.
He will never know again -
Some people came across the years just to see him.
Just to caress the face that I think about day and night.
*
1. Narcissus, it attacks itself. Attack and Suffering are similar in many ways, but ultimately the souls are different.
2. Calm, refined, gentle, tolerant yet paranoid and aggressive
3. (Cover provided by canvas)
Concept: Love is the touch of the soul and the traces of time