There is a past event, many years have passed, but it is unforgettable. I once wanted to erase it from my memory, but I couldn't. Maybe it was because this past event was too beautiful and pure. That's why it holds such an important place in my heart. I can't erase it even if I want to, and I can't forget it even if I want to. I just write it out and share it with my friends. At the same time, I would like to say sorry to the main person in this past incident - my dear friend and respected teacher Mr. Jiang Yihan. It was me who hurt you. I also want to tell you that this past event has stuck with me for a long time, mostly because of my thoughts and apologies for you. While saying sorry, I also want to tell you that I loved you very much.
It was the autumn of 1972. I was admitted to Jiang County High School. Only after I entered high school did I realize how big the world outside was. Not only that, I didn't understand anything. I was like an illiterate person who wanted to learn knowledge but didn't know where to start. I was very confused, anxious and in pain. Why is there such a big gap between me and others? The root cause is that I was teased. Others were also teased, but they were a little older and had studied more formally for a few more years. More knowledge, that's the gap.
□□ It started in 1966, when I just entered the third grade. As usual, I had already learned Pinyin, learned the stroke order of Chinese characters, learned addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, and mixed operations of addition and subtraction. I am learning step by step in order and age. Then it started. It is coming with ferocity, sweeping across the country, and rural areas are no exception. Those of us primary school students who had just entered third grade and had no time to learn to keep a diary, let alone write a composition, and could not write letters, suddenly became young revolutionary generals. From that year on, I became a revolutionary. I began to read revolutionary books, sing revolutionary songs, dance revolutionary dances, speak revolutionary words, and do revolutionary things. Revolution all day long. The revolution continued until I graduated from elementary school and also to junior high school. In the two years of junior high school, I learned a little bit of mathematics, physics, chemistry and Chinese. Regardless of my grades or education, I was admitted to Jiang County High School based on my revolutionary spirit and family background. When I entered high school, I happened to be working again, so I took a chance on education. I was lucky enough to catch up with this trip. I met a young and promising teacher again. This is the teacher who is not only talented but also willing to give. He helped me a lot and even affected my life. With his selfless and patient help and guidance, I was able to get on the right track with my studies and clarified the direction of my efforts. During the two years of high school, I completed all subjects with excellent results. I also learned many, many things. My teacher and I also have a deep relationship. What I want to describe is this pure feeling.