Shen Luotang is Shen Xiyue, and Shen Xiyue is also Shen Luotang.
But Shen Luotang knew very well that Xie Quanye had always liked Shen Xiyue, not Shen Luotang.
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They are different,
Shen Luotang has always known this.
She thinks she is inferior to Shen Xiyue,
She doesn't have her righteousness, nor is she as kind,
There never will be.
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She once thought that she would carry the edges with her for the rest of her life,
But sadly, I met Xie Quanye,
She wanted to be depraved her whole life.
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It's funny to say,
One day she would want to change herself for a man.
Turn yourself into another person,
She wanted to be Shen Xiyue, her past life self.
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She was envious, she was jealous, she was humbled,
But in the end, she gave up.
She can't be her, at least in Xie Quanye's eyes, she never has been.
Yes, even she doesn't think so,
How can we expect the person whose heart and eyes are full of Shen Xiyue to think so?
Just be yourself, isn't it?
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The tidal moon, the tidal moon, is finally the tidal moon;
Falling tang, falling tang, will eventually fall.
Fei Yue, Fei Yue, what an ironic name
She was the only one who felt proud back then.
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"Ah Ye, I'm never Yue'er, I'm just Shen Luotang, the Ah Tang you first met."
Purpose: self-knowledge