(This is an imperfect book/written when my mental state was extremely poor. It was a bottleneck period and chaotic. Please don't read it or spray it if you mind. My heart is fragile.)
PTSD + avoidant, clumsy, love loser Beta
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Angry, scheming, controlling, beautiful, strong and miserable Alpha
——The alstroemeria ended its flowering period on that day, and they met.
"Jin Xuwen."
"Jin-colored Jin."
"Xu in the time of Xu."
Alpha wrote his last word on the back of Beta's hand, just like that night many years ago, he said - remember it.
Jin Xuwen always felt that Qiu Xiaocheng was a timid flower that was extremely difficult to cultivate.
All of his motivation and tenacity came from other people.
Standing still, refusing to chase or expect.
He never loved himself, that was an established fact.
So Jin Xuwen patiently stood at a distance not too far away but not too close, but watered it with love.
There are many kinds of love in this world, but is love that includes sympathy also counted as one kind?
So even if it's in the form of sympathy - "Please stay with me."
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Atypical campus x Reunion x Secret love x Double vest x One blindness will get better later
Atypical abo, some private settings
Worldview fits the present moment
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[There is no inspiration in the introduction, so just read it. ]
Purpose: Loving others is like growing flowers
