This is a novel I wrote on the eve of the college entrance examination. I wanted to use it to express the shyness, confusion and struggle of a big boy at that time. It may not be so successful, but what the protagonist Wangde has lost and will gain are all reflections of life and my guesses about the future. Wang De is an ordinary person, he is both unfortunate and lucky, like everyone at my age.
Intention: A person can live independently and confused, but when all that really comes and there is no way to escape, he can only face the reality and then grow up