I Only Know Zhuma's Thoughts

Clingy puppy Bamboo horse Kashiwaichi × Gentle and sensitive childhood sweetheart Xiao Mian   Some people say that childhood sweethearts' secret love is a long and quiet one-man show that begins when they are young. Some people are cautious in this unrequited love, some are pulling themselves in silence, and some are filled with joy and have become worried that they dare not speak out. Bai Yi's secret love had already quietly taken root since the year Xiao Mian moved here. When she was six years old, Xiao Mian moved into a new home with her parents. The sun was very warm that day, and several children were squatting together and playing in the mud. Xiao Mian was the most conspicuous one among them. Her chubby cheeks were stained with mud, and she pinched the mud in her short hands, smiling until her eyes turned into crescents. At that time, Bai Yi just focused on Xiao Mian, who was smiling the most happily. With an inexplicable impulse coming from nowhere, he rushed forward in a few steps, stretched out his hand and pushed the person to the ground. Xiao Mian was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes turned red. She was not someone to be bullied. She grabbed a large pile of soft mud at her hand, raised her hand and threw it hard at Bai Yi's face. The boy's face was covered in mud, and even his hair was stained with dirt. The two children stared with big eyes, one was so angry that his cheeks were bulging, and the other was so wronged that the tip of his nose was sore. Finally, they cried out in unison. One sat in the mud and cried, and the other stood there wiping his tears. The cry was so loud that the whole alley could hear it. No one expected that this absurd and childish first meeting would become the beginning of their entanglement for more than ten years. From acquaintance, to companionship, to talking about everything, life is like the old locust tree in the alley, getting older year by year, and the circles are dense. Bai Yi gradually grew into a young man with clean features but a clingy temper. He followed Xiao Mian like a little tail that couldn't be shaken off, shouting "Mian Mian" in a natural and smooth manner. Xiao Mian was also used to his presence, used to someone pushing the most delicious food to her first, used to seeing the young man's figure when she turned around. Until school was over that day in the summer when she was ten years old, Xiao Mian had no warning and no extra time to react. The harsh sound of brakes, the violent impact, and the severe pain that spread all over her body in an instant, engulfed her whole body. When she woke up again, she lost feeling in her legs, the smell of hospital disinfectant lingered day and night, and no matter how blue the sky outside the window was, she could only be trapped in a hospital bed, and later in a cold wheelchair. When her parents divorced, Xiao Mian chose her father, but her parents will always love her. Her parents were worried about her and gave her a break from school. She didn't go to school for a long time, and Bai Yi stayed with her like this. Every day after school, he carried his schoolbag and went straight to Xiao Mian's house, unshakable. "Don't be afraid, Mianmian, I'll stay with you." "Wherever Mianmian wants to go, I'll push you there." "Mianmian is still the most beautiful, just like before." He was clingy and sincere, like an eternally loyal and warm puppy, staying by her side and never leaving her. This heartbeat that started when he was young finally turned into his long and quiet unrequited love. It turns out that this seemingly one-way rush was never her fault. It turns out that starting from the mud fight when they were six years old, their story was already destined to have a result. Intention: Update blank space