Ah Ran, you are right, my despicability is deep in my bones. I live in an abyss and cannot see the light. My flesh is black, my soul has long since decayed.
But Ah Ran, I love you. I have loved you since the first time I saw you. You don't know how much I long for your love, and you don't know how long I have longed for it.
Intention: To my past