"Whatever you chase, you miss."
One sentence seemed to freeze me in place like a spell.
I struggled for a long time as things deviated from the established trajectory, and finally chose to destroy the rules I had set with my own hands.
It turns out that failure was already doomed the moment I planned it.
Therefore, I want to witness with my own eyes reality built on illusion.
-------Sent every period of myself
Purpose: Down-to-earth, romantic but not delusional