At the age of thirty-eight, I began to understand what Mr. Qian Zhongshu said. Many people mistake creative impulse for creative talent. It is true that everyone may more or less look for a muse in life to obtain some creative inspiration, even if this inspiration is often a kind of self-deception. However, I still hope to continue trying. Even if I lack creative talent, I can at least write something based on experience and resilience.
I didn't plan to publish it, it was enough for me to read it occasionally; of course, I could dedicate it to the person who inspired me to create after I posted it. Such people may be friends, they may be imaginary people, they may come from dreams, they may just be strangers, or they may be people who have been or are currently wandering in my life. To these people, let me say thank you in advance.
In order to make it easier to tell the story, I still wrote it in chapter style. At the same time, I named the characters very unconventionally in order to get rid of some unnecessary stupid constraints.
Of course, everything is fictional. Otherwise, it is not enough to be called creation.
Moreover, only in fiction can realistic expectations be placed.
Intention: Find some solace in the repetitive work day after day.