After leaving Shaoxing and stepping into the stern Chen family mansion, she suddenly understood... Chen Siwei, who used to go up trees to hunt birds and go down rivers to catch fish with her, turned out to be thousands of miles apart from her.
What childhood sweethearts are, it's just an illusion. She was the wet nurse's daughter and was born in Wengwu, Chaimen; and he was a noble young master from a noble family and was born in the clouds.
But she was unwilling to do so.
Coming from a humble background was not something she could choose; but changing her destiny against the odds was something she was willing to fight for with all her strength.
She doesn't want to be trapped at the bottom of a well her whole life. If she really wants to use metaphor, she would rather be the toad that insists on eating swan meat. Crazy, but also wild.
She stumbled and transformed along the way, going through ups and downs for him, and also feeling sad for him.
When she was finally able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, she was shocked to find that this was not the love she longed for.
What she wants may never be someone worthy of her.
What she wants is that thousands of women in this world can walk uprightly under the sun and love themselves more than anything else.
Xu Qingyuan: "Chen Siwei, you were once the moon that was out of reach. I tried my best just to get closer to you."
Chen Siwei: "The moon will not fall on its own initiative, but I will. I will step down and stand in your light."
Intention: Get close to the light and become the light.
