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Column pre-collection of the healing and redemption article "Looking at the Sky", please see the copy at the end
*Copywriting of this article:
Seven-year-old Pei Que hid under a bridge in a dark corner of the city and wanted to drown in the pool behind him, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Tanyue on the other side.
Tanyue is a young man who lives on the other side of the slum. He is the proud son of heaven and is also another world that Pei Que will never touch in this life.
But the moment their eyes met, he actually appeared in front of her, leaned down, and stretched out his hand towards her.
At that time, Pei Zhen never thought that one day, this young man who was willing to fall into the mortal world for her would be pushed away by himself.
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Eighteen-year-old Pei Que knelt in his mother's mourning hall.
Turning her head, she looked at Tan Yue, who had been by her side all these years, pulling her out of desperate situations time and time again, and taking the trouble to lead her away.
Unexpectedly, he had become the source of all the suffering in her life.
Perhaps God's redemption comes with a price that a person like her trapped in the swamp cannot afford.
She let go of her hand, looked vertically back at the young man's face, and her voice was like a falling marble, firm and decisive:
"Tan Yue, if someone like you stays by my side, it will consume all my good luck. As long as you appear, I will be in pain, cry, and gradually lose everything... Tan Yue, don't come to me again, okay? I beg you."
As she wished, the two of them would never meet again in the next ten years.
But since Tanyue left, Pei Que often dreamed of his amber eyes.
I dreamed that when he was seven years old, when he leaned towards her, the bright smile on the corner of his mouth and the residual warmth on his palm——
He came to her like pushing open a random door in Doraemon, clasped his fingers with her, and led her to escape from the dank bottom of the bridge, and escape from every hopeless moment in reality.
He often said to her: "Wake up, let's hide together and don't be found by fate."
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Twenty-seven-year-old Pei Que regretted it.
She returned to the town again and knocked on the door of the boy in her memory.
"Squeak——"
The young man with the same eyebrows poked his head out.
Tan Yue leaned against the door frame, his amber-clear eyes scanning Pei Que's body indifferently.
He spoke in a distant tone: "Excuse me, who are you looking for?"
#DoubleCHE
#1v1redemption
#"Let's hide together, don't be found by fate" The original sentence comes from Jian Yu's "Let's take a walk together"
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"The most exquisite and profound aspects of my life, only you have the talent to understand."
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The first time He Du saw Zhou Yige was through the eyes of the doll.
In the lively paradise atmosphere, there was only a dark cloud hanging over his head.
His face was gray and there was a mole at the end of his eye.
He Du recognized that look.
Overlapping with myself who was tired of life.
The evening celebration parade was about to begin. She raised the hand of the conductor beside her and pointed at Zhou Yige, who was hiding in the shade of the trees.
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The first time Zhou Yige went to Paradise was the day before he planned to commit suicide.
He stood outside the crowd, looking at the doll rabbits surrounded in the distance, and held the suicide note in his hand tightly.
"Sir! Sir——"
But just when he turned around, he heard someone shouting behind him.
Zhou Yige turned around and saw the staff wearing bright vests, followed by the stuffed rabbit.
Her doll costume was very bulky, and she had to hold her ears with two furry paws before she could run towards him in small steps.
"We, the Rabbits, would like to invite you to join the float parade tonight!"
The popular doll named Velveteen Rabbit stood nearby, covering his face and making shy movements.
It was obviously a fixed smile sewn with needlework, but Zhou Yige actually read another expression on her face.
The sun was blazing in the sky, and every move she made was done with great effort.
So he thought, let's live one more night.
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Hedu didn't know until a long time later that Zhou Yige ran a bar.
Simple industrial style, plastered with posters of the White Dove band.
Glancing his eyes, He Du saw a familiar album cover.
"Zhou Yige, can you sing "Far Journey" to me once?"
Zhou Yige did not answer.
After the drummer of Bai Ge died in love, he never sang this song again.
He Du stared at the tears in the corners of his eyes and smiled generously, "Actually, the first time I heard this song, I was standing on the roof of the twenty-sixth floor. At that time, I decided that no matter what, I would survive."
Lead singer of the band Down and Out Daughter x
Mission: The world is big and love is our home
