You are my medicine and my poison
[I will use thorns as a prison and I will use the moonlight to bury you for half your life]
Seventeen-year-old Xia Tong thought Jiang Feng was the moonlight shining into her broken life.
In the third year of junior high school, they looked for love substitutes in each other's best friends, turning their love triangle into a mirror game of self-deception. On the rainy night when the results of the high school entrance examination were released, Jiang Feng picked up the torn fragments of her photos, but three years later, he used fluorescent agents, cancer cells and forged medical certificates to weave the rest of her life into an airtight cocoon.
The painkillers he sent over the wall were stuffed with brain tumor medical records. Lian Mai's breathing late at night hid the noise of the ECG monitor. The young man who said he would protect her until death ended up becoming the executioner who injected despair into her with his own hands. At the class reunion ten years later, Xia Tong pinched the blood-stained school badge and discovered that all the tenderness was a carefully calculated scam - Jiang Feng spent seven years living like a chronic poison implanted in her blood vessels.
"When the tattoo under the wristband soaks with my blood"
"When the 47 recordings of the MP3 start to play backwards"
"When the torn Polaroids spell out the death equation"
It turns out that the moonlight on the rooftop that year was a lie mixed with fluorescent agent, and what he said "live until after I die" was actually literal. Jiang Feng used chemical formulas to calculate the decay cycle of love and hate, and refined the ashes into an immortal fluorescent agent, just so that blue snow would fall on every rainy night for the rest of her life.
Intent: Violence in the name of love is a sugar-coated sacrifice