I was diagnosed with depression in May 2023. I stayed in the hospital for a month and had three electrotherapy treatments. After being reimbursed by medical insurance, I spent 5,000 yuan.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I thought I was really well, and my heart was filled with sunshine.
But the situation has gotten worse and worse in the past six months.
In June and July, I drank and ate too much, turning myself into a pig.
Spend money hard in August and September, and then you can die after spending all your money.
The only words written on paper every day are: pain.
When will I feel better?
Hope I'll be fine.
This is my antidepressant record.
Leslie Cheung, Qiao Renliang, Choi Shirley, Goo Hara, Lee Min.
These celebrities all died of depression.
Will I be like them and unable to get out?
Don't understand, worried, scared.
Intention: I hope I can get out of the haze