"Unexpressed feelings will not disappear, they will only appear in uglier forms in the future."
——Freud
A poisonous seed was planted in my heart. Not only could it not bloom, but the soil was also polluted. A gamble destined to fail. That heart can no longer bloom, there is no suitable soil anymore. It was too small to digest the poison. "But as long as the soil is turned over, you can still breathe." The only solution is to add soil again. I don't know where that soil comes from and where it goes. Do you know?
Things to know before reading
1. Please don't mock the protagonist's pain at will.
2. I will try my best to restore the scene and feelings at the time, but due to the long time and various practical factors, I will modify and supplement the details appropriately, but the main body of the incident will not change.
3. This article will contain negative energy and slightly damage the views, but it does not represent the author's views.
Happy reading!
Intention: Only you can save yourself