About HE with Myself

——"Xu Han", the person you love most can be "you". At the age of 17, living in a robbery novel, "Xu Han", the protagonist's cannon fodder and first love, officially embarked on a destined life trajectory. At the age of 28, the life of "cannon fodder Xu Han" came to an end. When he woke up again, "cannon fodder Xu Han" became Chi Yan. He became the "brother" of his enemy Schrödinger, and once again met the boy he had loved and hated. After becoming Chi Yan, he had no intention of slapping him in the face and taking revenge. His only remaining will to survive was to protect Mr. Xu, who died directly or indirectly because of him in the previous life, and his only friend. As for the former self, the self who still has Mr. Xu and his friends, who still has the name Xu Han... That clean and pure one, idiot. Chi Yan just wanted to watch him fall in love with someone again, and she didn't even mind letting him get married to someone on the premise of protecting Mr. Xu and his friends. Who stipulates that people must love themselves? Now he doesn't love anyone, including himself. *** Xu Han dreamed about his past. In the dream, he was a shameless and despicable villain, destined to be a clown from birth. After his life came to an end, he was reborn in the dream as a talking cat, which he said was called "Chi Yan". Xu Han thought this was a ridiculous and bizarre nightmare. It wasn't until he saw the cat in the dream turning into a human form, waving its fluffy cat tail and walking towards him, that Xu Han realized that his "future self" had actually come to him. Xu Han didn't know that at this moment he was destined to embark on a new trajectory. He wanted Chi Yan to love "himself", but he couldn't help but love himself. *** [I thought that as long as I took ninety-nine steps and he took one step toward me, I would be satisfied, but in fact I was very greedy. I wanted to take fifty steps, and I also wanted him to take fifty steps. In fact, there is no need to walk at all, because we are always within reach of each other. ——From "Xu Han's Love Diary"] When I was young, it was my boy, where my heart was, and it was also the exclusive fairy tale "I" gave to "myself". I hope this fairy tale will last forever. ——From "Chi Yan's Love Diary"] ***There are a lot of cat and dog sculptures in the article, because Gong really has cat ears and a tail (only Shou can see and touch them), Shou always talks after pulling the hook, and he is a deceptive puppy in the eyes of cats, and a crybaby puppy who only shows enthusiasm and clinginess to cats. In the early stage, due to the difference in height, body shape and temperament, the two of them are only 60 or 70% similar. In the later stage, as the cat's soul repairs, the two will become more and more similar, and their body shape and height will also be consistent. ***Chi Gong , cats and puppies will have various conflicts, quarrels, and scold each other, and both have varying degrees of stubbornness and silence. It is not a sweet story, but a story about healing each other, understanding each other, trying to accept themselves, friendship, family affection, and bloody stories) **Warning before reading (efforts to simplify the general version, please see Chapter 1 for the detailed version)*** ① The author belongs to the Yuan Geng Party. His physical and mental condition cannot be changed daily, and his taste is an omnivore. He is keen on writing articles for self-pleasure. Because he cannot find food, he cooks for himself. He only considers his own taste when writing articles. ②All the attribute definitions are the ones I want to see. Because I am getting older, many tastes have long been abandoned by the times, and what I write is very likely to be different from what you think. ③Although the author has a very good heart, he will not delete his comments even if he is scolded. If it is found to be deleted, it has nothing to do with me (because I found that my previous comments were deleted by the system, I covered my mouth for fear of being scolded, so I specially emphasized this) ④ It's even more verbose, and it's a super glass heart warning version. Please read the first chapter. Intention: Accept yourself, embrace yourself