I Only Have You

Anyu lives in a damp and dark basement of only 30 square meters. The cement walls on all sides are still dim no matter how bright the lights are. The rectangular light imprinted on the ground comes from the window. To be precise, there is an empty space with iron bars installed. You have to look up to see that the iron bars are already rusty. There is a high wall one meter behind the iron railing. You can tell whether it is early morning or evening through the light on the wall. The sun cannot shine into the house. The edges of the iron railing are sunken and covered with moss and jagged leaves. They may not need the sun, but Anyu can't. Even though she is in darkness, she still longs for the sun deep in her heart. Years ago, her mother was seriously ill, and her only savings were used by Anyu's father in gambling. The family could not afford the medical expenses. The mother who loved her only died in pain one night. Only Anyu and his brother were at home that night. She cried heartbrokenly. Her brother, who was only one year younger than him, showed no reaction and even had a look of joy on his face. Xunzi's view of the inherent evil of nature was highlighted at this moment, and the remaining light was extinguished in her heart, leaving only a trace of charcoal light. She was unwilling to accept that her life should not be swallowed up by such a demon. "One day I will leave here, and you will always be rotten and smelly rats in the gutter." With her part-time job day and night, Anyu finally went to high school, but everything was not as expected. Her younger brother An Tianye blocked her classmates outside the school, causing Anyu to be violently raped on campus. When she thought everything was about to end, Jiang Yan appeared. Rooftop—— "Are you sure you want to jump? You will die ugly." Before Anyu could answer, Jiang Yan said to himself: "I'm not helping you today, why are you still angry?" She lowered her eyes, with no emotion on her face. She just stood blankly on the edge of the rooftop, the wind blowing her short hair scattered on her shoulders, and the wide t-shirt made her even thinner, as if the autumn wind could take her away with it. Jiang Yan approached and took off his coat and put it lightly on Anyu: "Don't catch a cold, I'm afraid you will infect me tomorrow." Anyu was stunned. When she turned back, there was no one behind her. Everything was so unreal, but there was still a trace of warmth on her coat. She walked down the rooftop, her tears falling to the ground. From then on, the boy's name frequently appeared in the girl's diary, and the extinguished carbon light rekindled the flames. Anyu's diary—— On the 892nd day I met Jiang Yan, he said he was leaving here. I didn't want him to leave, but he promised me that he would come back to me no matter where I was. * The 1367th day I met Jiang Yan, today is the first day of my college life. I made a very good friend, her name is Xu Xiaoxiao. * On the 1485th day of my acquaintance with Jiang Yan, someone confessed to me today. He said the same thing as you. I was obviously very touched, but all I could think about was your appearance, and I almost forgot your voice. * On the 1865th day of my acquaintance with Jiang Yan, I finally found you, but why did you pretend not to know me? Intention: There is always someone who will illuminate you like a beam of light and become your salvation.