When I first regained my memory, I was just a maid from a wealthy family, and my life was okay. However, because of the young lady's unruly and willful nature, on a night when the first snowfall came fiercely, I was beaten to a pulp and was forced to drink poison. I was forced to kneel in the courtyard wearing only thin clothes. I fainted due to hunger and cold. Later I found out that I was not a maid, but my beloved personally fed me "Duhuansan", a hallucinogenic poison that confuses memory. If I take it for a long time, I will get lost in a beautiful or painful illusion, and finally suffocate to death.
Luo Xuan: "He must hate me very much. No, he may not even hate me anymore. He just wants to torture me and make me worse than death. He is not even willing to give me a beautiful dream."
Intention: As long as people are here, water will always flow, and this feeling will never end.