(The text is in first person form)
It seems that there may be obstacles, and there may be some logical details that I cannot understand.
The text will explain it
Introduction
Qin Lianzhi's boyfriend of three years died unexpectedly. He spent a long time in a state of confusion. His boyfriend's younger brother stayed with him. In the second year after he returned to normal life, he proposed to be his brother's substitute.
The article about self-cutting one's legs has no outline. The early stage is written according to the copy, and the later stage is whatever happens.
Intention: To live towards death