Sometimes, Sima Zhong also thought that maybe his birth was a mistake.
His father was Sima Yan, Emperor Wu of Jin, who unified the three kingdoms. He was a century-old emperor with great talents and strategies. His mother, Queen Yang, was born in the Yang family with four generations and three princes. As the eldest son, he himself carried all the expectations of the newly unified empire.
But he couldn't afford it.
He has been more clumsy than his brothers since he was a child. He cannot read books that describe the ways of the emperor, and he does not want to read them. But his father knew everything, and he thought that his father was right. He thought that as long as he obeyed his father's arrangements, he would have a worry-free life.
However, his father lied to him. As an emperor, he had nothing and was terrified.
Until that person stood up, held him in a situation where he was abandoned, and protected him in a situation where the war was raging. That man played the piano well, and that man said he was his king.
He wanted to protect that person, but in the end he only managed to hold on to a handful of new blood. The person just fell in front of him, and he hated himself.
In a daze and confusion, he seemed to see that person again like a pine and bamboo body, with a face as bright as jade, waving his fingers lightly, a piece of loose strings and a peaceful tone, and half a lifetime of blood and tears.
Only then did he remember that he had planned to give that person a good piano a long time ago, but in the end he failed to deliver.
He remains a useless and renegade king. He burst into tears.
Looking up again, the figure in the trance was already far away.
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Sima Zhong
History has never favored you and me, I just want a clear conscience.
Intention: The irreparable and involuntary regret in life
