Dedicated to those who long to be favored - why I want to write this story is because I was once in the mud. I stood there and kept sinking. My hands were covered with mud and I scratched around in panic, but couldn't catch anything. From the time I was eighteen until I was twenty-eight. I have spent the last ten years trying to save myself. I no longer believe in family ties and friendship. It has nothing to do with love. I can't believe that one day I will meet someone who only loves me. Because I have experienced being abandoned by my family in the past few years, and experiencing lies, deception, and cold violence, I have to admit that no one who is related to me by blood loves me, so how could a stranger love me unconditionally? I have doubted myself, denied myself, and re-recognized myself countless times. In their eyes, I am a cold-talking, cold-hearted person. And I did. When watching "Dream of Red Mansions", I often lamented that although I am not a young lady from a wealthy family like Jia Xichun, the saying "If you don't be a cruel person, it's hard to become a traitor" is indeed right sometimes. As long as you don't regret every decision you make, then you no longer care about other people's evaluation of you. So as to become mentally strong. When a person is strong, there will always be moments when he wants to feel the warmth from others. If you haven't waited yet, don't force it. Sisters, please continue to strengthen yourself, your heart, your wallet, work hard to become better, and work hard to love yourself. To all the girls who work hard in life.
Purpose: Struggle with the original family, self-salvation