He tried to believe what Ji Fa believed, be loyal to what Ji Fa believed, and love what Ji Fa loved. Even though he knew there were wrong parts, he tried hard to feel everything about Ji Fa.
After all, Chong Yingbiao is not Ji Fa. He cannot be completely trusted, let alone loyal and loving.
He is an unpleasant person, so he is afraid that those who love Ji Fa will hate him because of him. Chong Yingbiao is already a bad person, but Ji Fa is different...
"Take him home."
Chong Yingbiao×Ji Fa
Intention: Not knowing love and hate, trapped in love and hate