If, my crush had an echo, that might be it.
One summer, we would dry corn together and then appear on his video account.
One autumn, I would walk with him on the pedestrian street, and he would hold my hand while the temperature was cooling down with his red ears.
One winter, I would knit a scarf for him, spend the first snowfall with him, and then think about becoming each other's lovers.
The most important thing may be that one spring, we will get married in front of the church and spend our honeymoon at the beach... Maybe, we will also have children, one or two.
Of course, I mean if.
I had low self-esteem, so I wanted to let others control me and sink, but he was the most beautiful butterfly on the edge of the cliff, the source of my happiness.
He is dazzling, and he has become the best person in his whole life, but I don't know that at a certain moment, he has become the most important person to me.
We will never meet, know each other, or fall in love.
Intention: To Zhang Junhao in my life