The Marriage Is Suspended, I Ascend the Throne First

Qin Dier died in silence in the snowy night of Mobei. This was the third year since she was married to Qi Liao from Da Zhouhe. In just three years, she first married the old Khan as his concubine and suffered all the humiliation. Then she was taken into the harem by the new Khan who succeeded him. Life was worse than death, until the new Khan buried a rusty dagger in her belly for fun. Qin Di'er slowly opened her eyes and saw white flags waving in the small and dim palace. This year, when she was eight years old, her mother, a lowly and unloved concubine, drank a fatal folk remedy for the sake of her mother and her son. From then on, she lost her only support in the palace and became weak and timid. Qin Di'er touched her lower abdomen, the pain caused by the cold iron was like gangrene on the bones. She climbed onto the hand of the doting concubine De, who had no children, and raised her face, with her dark eyes filled with tears. She timidly called out: "Mother Concubine." In this life, she wanted to earn and snatch away, whether it was her father's preference, her brother's love, or her husband's favor, she would grab it. She wants everyone to love her, pamper her, and treat her as the apple of their eye. She wants to use everyone's preference as a weapon to resist the ruthless wind and sand of Mobei. She never wanted to die in Mobei again. Qin Dier didn't understand until the wind and snow outside the wall once again cut her delicate and fair face like a blade. ——A man's preference and liking are nothing more than sand between his fingers and the moon in the water. They are lies that can be easily exposed and are the most worthless things in the world. She no longer asks for favors from anyone. She wants everyone to respect her, fear her, be afraid of her, and avoid her like a snake or a scorpion. She wants to be the brightest pearl in the crown of power. She wants to use the knife in her hand to cut off the fear from the previous life. She wants the daughter of the world to no longer suffer from the hypocritical favoritism of others. *** When Shen Yizhi entered the palace as a companion, he once heard a gentle and bright laughter like an oriole through the palace wall. From then on, his life was only for that bright and splendid princess. He begged his parents to marry the princess for him, and just wanted to grow old with her. But he failed to stop Kitakami Kazuchika's carriage. His princess died in the heavy snow in Mobei. What came back was a monster who played with the hearts of the world. Ps: 1. The story of the heroine gradually awakening and growing up to become an empress. Generally speaking, it will go through the process of a female Durban monitor (previous life) - Nu Li (before getting married again) - a powerful minister - empress. The plot line and the emotional line can only say that the heroine got everything she wanted. 2. The male protagonist is a love-brained puppy and abides by male morality. 3. The heroine is not a good person. She is seeking to usurp the throne. In the middle and later stages, she will become an unscrupulous political machine. 4. Growth takes time, don't call me QvQ in the early stage (very short) 5. A little selfish introduction: Qin Di'er is the beginning of my worldview of women being superior to men and women being inferior to men~ This article is preceded by "It's Hard for a Prince Consort" and then followed by the book "The Child Adopted Husband" and my countless unopened advance receipts~ 2023.08.21 Motto: Face your fears head on