Dark Blue

It's winter vacation and I finally have some time. I planned to write a novel about my previous ideas, but I was too lazy to stop writing before finishing it several times. I must stick to it this time. Introduction: Chen Lan's birth was a mistake, and this mistake lasted for a long time. He watched his father leave, his brother die, his mother went crazy, and his lover got married. Later, the person he liked died and he went to prison. When he finally came out, he realized that the outside world had changed. He was out of place, and it really seemed like a mistake. He went to the beach alone, and he seemed to see the person he liked. There was nothing there in the deep blue, there was only him and his him. He went to the sea and drowned in love. I always thought that desire was the scariest thing, but when I grew up, I realized that what is terrible is not desire, but the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time, and the gap from falling from a high place. They make the heart empty. When the heart is empty, it needs to be filled with things. Without love, you can only use desire, and desire cannot fill the loss. Desire will only make the heart more fragile until it is shattered. Lightning protection: BE, both the attacker and the receiver are unclean, the characters are not lovable, the attacker is selfish, the receiver is cowardly, the outlook on life is not very positive, it is an abusive article and contains a rag, it is bloody and miserable. The author's mental state is not good, so the character's mental state is also not good. Hope it can be finished. Note: I plan to start writing again after pausing, and the chapters I wrote before will be deleted. I will work hard to code, I hope I can stick to it. Concept: People will gradually become the most annoying person they used to be.