He liked someone and died trying to save him. He wanted to go find him, but his life now belonged to two people. He couldn't do that. Every time he got sick, he wanted to go find him. In the end, he was saved.
Six years passed like this, until one day, he met someone who was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar with him.
Intention: Life is precious, but I can't grasp it no matter what