[Running in both directions]
Redemption
"The world is rotting and I am blooming"
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Lin Qingyuan is an iris that has been eaten by pests until it rots. I am a parasite that lives on the iris. It is rotting, I am parasitizing, and it will rot completely. I will live until it rots, and die with it in the growing soil. The rain will hit our bodies, which are the fireworks of our wedding. I will die without him, and it will wither in rot. I will die with him. Therefore, Lin Qingyuan and I are a perfect match.
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The angle of view is uncertain in the early stage and the later stage.
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Lin Qingyuan was a child who was supposed to grow up in love. His mother died unexpectedly. His father suspected that he had been sensitive since he was a child. He felt that no one would be nice to him for no reason. If others were nice to him, he would just think about how to return the favor. When he heard this, he didn't have much emotion in his heart. Most of them were disappointed. After all, his old classmate had a good relationship with him. He found out that his new deskmate was the person he had a crush on...? While squeezing into his own world in a tough way, he wanted to escape. He didn't know how to deal with this kind of feeling, how to repay it, but Fang Jingyi didn't care about the dry tone of "Repay for what, Lin Qingyuan, I'm chasing you."
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I don't know when Lin Qingyuan started to know what liking is. He likes Fang Huaiyi. Like means that he will be uncontrollably happy when he sees him. Like means that he will panic after not seeing him for a minute. Like means... The resonance from the soul.
If you like it, you just like it, there's nothing shameful about it
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"Fang Huaiyi, I'm not worthy of you..." Lin Qingyuan changed his words
"It's wrong to like me"
"..." The air became terrifyingly quiet for a moment, and Lin Qingyuan seemed to be able to hear his own quiet and careful breathing.
"Then I'm willing to make mistakes." He felt the hand holding his handle tighten and Lin Qingyuan's slightly frowned eyebrows.
"It doesn't matter if you make a mistake again and again."
Intention: Happily, spring comes when you are born