Yunxia often feels that she is moaning for nothing.
Her brain is not working well, and what she wanted to do one second may be forgotten the next second, and her memory seems to only stay at this moment.
She doesn't particularly like anything, and she doesn't particularly dislike anything. If she were asked to give an answer, "it's okay", "it's okay" and "whatever you want" would come out of her mouth immediately.
She felt that she was very tired, but she didn't know why she was tired. Although she was not very close to her parents, they would never treat her badly.
Therefore, Yun Xia really didn't understand where she was feeling tired every day.
Yunxia knew that she was just an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary. She had no goals. The trajectory of her life came from the words of her parents. If she could do it, she would always do it, not to mention trying her best. If she couldn't do it, she had no choice but to digest it alone.
Yunxia often wonders how long she can hold on to such a useless person. If she leaves one day, will anyone be happy? I am glad that her departure can reduce their expenses a lot. Still, they were cursing her, scolding her for being useless, scolding her for not living up to expectations, scolding her for not dying earlier, for wasting so much of their money.
"The person you fell in love with at first sight is still ahead, please go forward."
This sentence really came true to Yunxia. She was like a walking corpse, following the route she could take and moving forward step by step.
Finally, Yunxia met that person.
She stayed with that man for eighteen years and gave him enough love for eighteen years.
The only regret is that the words "... Love you" were not spoken during that phone call.
Concept: fish bones or fish bones?
