This is the memory of a 34-year-old woman.
The heroine in the story narrated her life story to netizens through emails.
In the story, there is sadness, sadness,... And helplessness. The deep pain of being helpless in life, hidden under the mask of a forced smile, overwhelmed her fragile heart.
"Nine times out of ten things will go wrong in life", this sentence has become a true portrayal of her life.