When she was a child, Lin Muyue always wanted to be liked by the people around her, playing different roles at different times, being a happy nut among her friends, and a good boy in the eyes of her parents and teachers.
Slowly, Lin Muyue began to wonder whether she really liked her or just obeyed other people's preferences.
Lin Muyue didn't know where to start, and the doubts she had been having mentally began to reflect physically. She felt bad whenever someone got too close to her; strangers touched her. She will have physical nausea and always have to wash that piece clean; no matter how much she likes her things that others have used, Lin Muyue doesn't want to take them anymore.
Lin Muyue knew that she had a wall with everyone, and that was the only way to protect herself.
But Lin Muyue disguised herself so well that no one knew about it except that person.
Lin Muyue thought she would always be like this.
It wasn't until later that Lin Muyue realized that she didn't have to care about everyone's feelings or stay in the corner obediently, because there was always someone who would be by her side, see the sadness under her smile, and give her a candy.
There is always someone trying to take her through the wall to see the scenery outside, telling her that the sunshine is beautiful.
The first time he saw Lin Muyue, Shen Wanqiu didn't like her smile, and somehow he managed to express what was on his mind right then and there, leaving the girl in front of him a bit at a loss;
When she met Lin Muyue for the second time, Shen Wanqiu felt very annoyed. He didn't like her smiling or crying.
"Can you stay away from me?"
"I want to be closer to you, okay?"
Purpose: This work is written for many people who are as confused and self-doubting in their youth as the heroine of the novel. I hope they can reconcile themselves and meet someone who can accompany them.
