He Is Paranoid

Introduction: Seemingly calm and restrained, he is actually paranoid, possessive and extremely aggressive. VS seems to be positive and optimistic, but actually lacks love and becomes tired of the world. Xi Zhi died of cancer in the hospital, and when he woke up he became the cannon fodder in the novel he had read. In the novel, Cannon Fodder Shou is a pampered beauty who can't get what he wants from the protagonist, so he always picks on the protagonist Shou and plots to frame him behind his back. In the end, he is dealt with by Shen Yiyu, the brother of the protagonist Shou, and his family is ruined. Knowing the ending, Xi Zhi decided not to make trouble and live a stable life. However, the butterfly effect changed many things, including his marriage - he got together with the brother of the protagonist Shou in the original book. At that time, Shen Yiyu did not know that his long-lost brother was the protagonist Shou. - Xi Zhi likes to wear women's clothes. This is a secret. He has never told anyone after dressing up as cannon fodder. However, he was rescued by Shen Yiyu in an accident. He knew the secret, but suddenly confessed that he wanted to be his boyfriend. By some mistake, Xi Zhi agreed. He felt that Shen Yiyu just had a temporary trance, even though he was the only person in the novel who wanted him to die. Adhering to the mentality of living one day at a time, he maintained a close relationship with Shen Yiyu and enjoyed it himself. When one day they got tired of each other, they could get together and break up. However, why does it feel like this day is getting further and further away! - Only he knew that Shen Yiyu was ill. In the eyes of outsiders, he is a calm and restrained student union president who handles things properly and is unattainable; but privately, he suffers from insomnia all night long and needs to see a psychologist every week to control his inner pathology. He feels that no one can save him like this. Until that day, Xi Zhi appeared. Amid the feasting and feasting, he wore a white skirt and stood in the center of the stage singing love songs. His exposed skin was dazzlingly white. With just one look, Shen Yiyu felt that he was saved. - After falling in love, although Xi Zhi had already sensed Shen Yiyu's morbidity and madness, he still had waves in his heart when he actually saw it—— The small darkroom hidden behind the bookcase, the wall full of photos of him, the thick green book on the table and Shen Yiyu's illness... Xi Zhi was frightened when he discovered this, and even his fingertips trembled slightly. But after calming down, he felt that the real Shen Yiyu should be like this, morbid, suspicious, and even a little crazy, and only he knew this side. Xi Zhixiang thought, if Shen Yiyu is a madman, then why is he not? ! Later, in Xi Zhi's heart, he and Shen Yiyu were meant to be a perfect match. They are in tune with each other, feeling the beating of each other's pulses and the madness that is difficult to detect under the normal surface. ********************************************************* [Advance articles from the column next door: "Little Follower" and "Little Monster", the settings are all about paranoia vs. Inferiority complex. If you guys like it, please bookmark it and compare your thoughts! "Little Follower" Introduction: A young master from a rich family is tough and aggressive vs. A lackey who lacks love and is humble and suffers. Everyone knows that Ye Xin'an has been a follower of the only son of the Jiang family since he was a child. He would follow Jiang Xunbai wherever he went. Even Jiang Xunbai felt that Ye Xin'an would follow him all his life. Until the day of his engagement, the little follower disappeared, and everyone said that he ran away with his little lover. That day, the engagement party that was ruined by Jiang Xunbai himself caused a sensation in the whole city. Everyone ate the melon and talked about it, but they didn't expect that the only son of the Jiang family lost his mind because of the departure of his little follower. One night many years later, it rained heavily. Jiang Xunbai in the shadows was pierced by the warm scene in front of him. The person and woman he had been looking for for many years were holding the child's hand together, and the family of three held an umbrella. It was so cozy. Jiang Xunbai was jealous, his face was cold and his heart was in turmoil. He did whatever it took to get the person he loved back in his hands, only to find that Ye Xin'an was no longer just a follower who only listened to his words. "Little Monster" Introduction: Gentle, strong, possessive and aggressive VS low self-esteem, sensitive, insecure and vulnerable - Song Shi knew since he was a child that he was different and a "little monster" who lacked love. He has a special body, low self-esteem and sensitivity, and is incompatible with the people around him. Until I met Shen Zhi—— He was gentle and strong, pulling Song Shi into his world. After that, Song Shi got the long-awaited love from Shen Zhi. But Song Dynasty had low self-esteem. After getting together with Shen Zhi, he was afraid that others would say that he was overestimating his abilities, so he only dared to possess Shen Zhi secretly. The flamboyant Shen Zhi on the basketball court, the confident Shen Zhi playing the piano on the stage, and the Shen Zhi chatting happily with his friends... Song Shi had seen every side of him and secretly recorded it bit by bit. Because Song Shi thought that Shen Zhi would one day get tired of such a "little monster" with a deformed body. When the time comes, he will leave silently with these memories related to Shen Zhi. - Shen Zhi was born in a good life, gentle and noble, but he had a little-known disease - skin thirst syndrome. He has been seeing a psychiatrist to curb the onset of symptoms. Until I met Song Shi—— He wore a pair of round-rimmed glasses, was thin, and always had his head lowered, dazed, not knowing what he was thinking. But Song Shi was like this, and Shen Zhi, who had always been used to controlling the onset of his symptoms, was helpless. He longed for Song Shi, wanted to touch him, kiss him, and even wanted to get closer to him. Naturally, they got together. Shen Zhi also knew Song Shi's secret. But what does it matter? Shen Zhixiang, he likes the person he likes no matter what he is. However, he could never figure out what Song Shi was thinking. I could only rely on him and secretly fall in love. Shen Zhi thought, anything would be fine as long as Song Shi didn't leave him. Purpose: cherish life, love life